2017
I've never been one to make resolutions. Maybe because I knew I'd never actually follow through. Today we begin a new year and after reading something someone wrote a few days ago it's had me thinking. Not to mention when you've been searching for days for a self help book and the only one that really sparks your interest is "Fuck Feelings"! I don't think they write a self help book for people like me. I guess my search for a therapist will continue. God bless their soul! I consider myself a pretty private person when it comes to myself. I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. Wear a fake smile well. I've been struggling with some things in my personal life for the past six months but especially within the past week. I've been absolutely, 100% broken! My health has not been well. My mental state even worse. I've always been one of those people who just plain out tells it like it is. Not to intentionally hurt anyone, but t