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Heart of Stone

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A good friend once told me...”don’t ever let anyone have that much control over you”.  As I was begging him to help me fight for her...he was telling me to move on.  I was angry at him at the time, but looking back at that conversation today, he was right. When I take a look back at my life I ask myself the question why so many times. The tears well up in my eyes so quickly no matter how hard I try to fight them.  If I had  my life mapped out, it certainly wouldn’t have gone as planned. It’s still something I have a very hard time talking about.  People always asked me how she and I ended up together. It’s not something that was planned but I don’t want to rehash that story.  What I do know is my love story with her was amazing.  It was the realest love I’ve ever felt, and the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. I honestly thought she was my forever but despite the biggest fight of my life...it turned out to the biggest heartbreak I’ve ever had.  How could a love so strong go so wron